causa sui

can i desire to be god
this i grant : yes
subscribed to the flesh-beat rhythm
of my default epoch
to and through me i am sovereign
create because i can (or am free)
close and make defunct because

anguish, in
recognition of empty skies or
being without fear of wind or vertigo
binds the chains of freedom
to my own libertine grey
and i can wait while
they fray against my time
for me to bring my nature war